#ugh i'm furious for her. she doesn't deserve to be put through this.
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Okay, I'm sorry, but...have you heard about this new documentary coming out on Amazon Prime? Check this out; they're actually speaking to Nash's "sources" (including Reeca Smith). I'm not really sure what to think about this or how believable it'll be.
https://www.instagram.com/reel/CsUbNA1v_c4/?igshid=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng%3D%3D
even worse than this leaning on nash and her questionable "sources," they gave a platform to currie grant, apparently completely unchallenged, which is utterly VILE and speaks to the level of their integrity imho. it's absurd that they'd even include him at all, he is never supposed to speak about priscilla and there's a reason that defamation suit went the way that it did. she's been through more than enough already and this is just...salacious at best and intentionally harmful and aiming to be agitating at worst. if an unauthorized doc can only sink to the lowest sources and includes someone who should never be on record, that tells you everything you need to know about its legitimacy.
#also as mollie said in a comment the fact that they're trying to get around the defamation suit by releasing it in the uk#ie: we have to release it through another country to manipulate the circumstances#is a red flag it shouldn't be released at all#ugh i'm furious for her. she doesn't deserve to be put through this.#plus it's gross all around#arianatheangel-girl#letterbox
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I absolutely LOVED her snarkiness for the first half of the chapter! I recognized our girl from the first chapters. The way she just kept on throwing shade at Aemond the whole time, without being affected and controlled by her emotions! I can't tell you how much I loved that Aegon called her Visenya reborn.
And the fight she had with Aemond in their chambers was great. I love that she told him that she only expects cruelty from him because that's what he is and that's all he's shown her. It was so satisfying when she compared him to Aegon once again and told him that he's even worse than him, that Aegon's shown her more mercy than him. It felt so good to see how Aemond was on the brink of explosion when she mentionned she could take Aegon as a lover. THIS IS WHY I'm saying she should just fuck Aegon, because just the mention of it, drove Aemond furious. I know she hates and despises him, but I'd put these emotions aside and go through with it, just to hurt Aemond. Because Aegon is probably the only one that will be difficult for Aemond to kill. All the others, any one from court: maester, lord, servant, even Alys, Aemond would kill without blinking. But Aegon? He would probably end up killing him at some point too; but it would much much more difficult for him to do, as he is his King, no matter how bad he is at it. It would make him a kingslayer. UGH I just want her to hurt him badly!
The second part was hot but I didn't want her to give in!! She deserves to get pleasure yes, but by giving in just right after what she said to him, I feel like it convinces Aemond that, despite everything she's said to him, he's still right in all that he's doing (his cheating, his raping, hurting her etc...). In the end, he probably still thinks he's won 💔🤬.
But at the same time, resisting would probably just cause her more pain and another rape. So I'm not sure she had a choice .. she’s probably only trying to find pleasure where she can. Would he have raped her if she had resisted? I'm so confused about their relationship 💀
Also, I was so not expecting the prophecy to be about the prince that was promised !!!! I loved it! Imagine if it was indeed from her womb but not necessarily from his seed 🤣 it does say spool of green, but it doesn't have to be him not me almost wishing it was aegon's lmfao
What a perfect chapter again, the plot twist about the prophecy was so good and I live for her snide remarks at Aemond in front of his family and in private. I despise him for being so possessive about her yet getting his dick wet somewhere else. I hope the option of her finding another lover is still possible 🤞
Smoke, Fire and Ash
Warnings: This fic includes noncon, dubcon, manipulation, violence, death, forced marriage, and inc3st. Tags will be added as the fic goes on.
This is a dark!fic. 18+ only. Read at your own discretion. Please read the warnings before continuing.
Summary: You are the eldest daughter of Rhaenyra and Daemon Targaryen. You are forced to navigate the difficult surroundings of your upbringing and the eventual disintegration between your family and the Hightower's relationship. What will happen when your older and estranged uncle suddenly takes a more sinister interest in you? (Dark!Aemond x Reader)
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Characters: Aemond Targaryen X Reader, HOTD characters.
Note: Hello angels!! This is a much longer chapter than usual because I kept writing and couldn't stop and didn't want to split it into two parts! Thank you all for the love as usual, I hope you enjoy ! <3
Chapter 65: Lanta hen keskydoso, Two of the same
Returning to your chambers after your interaction with Larys caused you to have spring in your step. It had given you a rush to speak so plainly with him, smiling at him so that all in the gardens who passed by suspected nothing.
For once you felt you knew something that the so called Master of Whispers did not.
The Maester had helped you.
The Maester had given you that broach. A symbol of allyship that you needed in the Keep. And yet they still did not know it. They did not know that there was a traitor in their midst.
And it excited you.
When you opened the door to the chambers, you found Aemond already inside, sitting in front of the fire, tome in his lap. His hair was pulled back behind his head in a half ponytail, the long silver tresses lifted and flowing down his back. Messy strands fell around his ears and framed his face.
This new style came as a shock to you. The man had worn his hair in the same way, every day, as he always had since he was a child. It revealed more of his sharp face and neck, the hair pulled away to reveal the pale skin beneath.
Without greeting him, you moved about the chambers to seat yourself at the window, picking up a book from the pile on the side of the room to read. When you sat you felt his gaze lift to you, but you did not meet it, opting to ignore him and read instead. But the harder you tried to ignore his heated gaze, the less you could resist, letting your eyes flick up to his.
Aemond watched you beneath his lashes silently, finger tapping on the page in his lap.
“Can I help you?” You asked.
“I’m sure you are enthralled with the prospect of reading ‘Crispian Celtigar, Master of Coins; Wealth of the Realm’.” Aemond hummed.
You let your eyes fall back down to the book in your lap.
You had picked up one of the most boring books of all.
Why did Aemond even have this?
“I am sure far more enticing than this conversation.” You drawled.
Aemond hummed, before letting the chambers dissolve into silence. You opened the page and began to read the history book, eyes skimming the words and immediately regretting your quick choice.
‘The Lord of Claw Isle came from the blood of old Valyria. His allyship lay with the Velaryon and Targaryen Houses naturally. Lord Celtigar was a clever and young Lord of his House. He had grown in the Isles and-‘
“How was your walk with Lord Larys?” Aemond’s smooth tone pulled you from the words of the book.
How did he know?
Did he see you?
“Enlightening and refreshing. The air was crisp, and the sun shone beautifully. I regretfully had not taken the time to be acquainted with the last Lord of House Strong.”
You watched him as he took his eye from his book to look at you.
“Hm. And what did you talk about?”
“That’s neither here nor there, husband.” You spoke bluntly.
Aemond blinked, staring at you, trying to push you to respond to his question with his silence. You thought of not answering him, letting him stew in the possibilities of finding comfort in a man like Larys.
But you sated him instead, “He doesn’t speak plainly, as I am sure you would know. Pulling teeth would be easier than talking to him.”
"Larys will only tell you what you want to hear.”
“Of that I have realised.” You replied.
You looked back down at the tome in your hand, trying to force yourself to read the words on the page.
Why was it so dull?
How could he read this and not fall asleep?
“We are to dine with the King this evening.”
“Delightful.” You droned, flicking another page over to look at the endless boring script.
Aemond stood, and you let your eyes peek at him from below your lashes as he walked towards the door, requesting the knight to summon the maids.
A short while later, the two girls entered the chambers and Aemond asked them to ready you for the evening.
They braided your hair, half behind your head and dressed you in a deep black gown, the cleavage dipping to show ample breast. You wore your gold chain with the rubies, with the earrings and ring to match, twirling the dragon around your finger as you waited in anticipation of yet another tiresome, and most likely, eventful dinner.
As the maids left the chambers, Aemond waited for you by the door to walk side by side with him to the small dining hall. He watched you as you observed him from across the room.
“You were gone quite some time.” You interrupted the silence, looking down at your hands in false boredom.
“I had duties to attend to.” He responded bluntly.
“And how is she?” You looking up at Aemond with curious eyes.
You watched his jaw tick.
“Who?”
He wanted to know what you knew.
“Alys Rivers, of course.” You smiled at him, stepping forward across the room to stand at his side as you moved to leave the chambers. You walked out the door and waited in the corridor, looking back to see Aemond still where he was, eye narrowed.
Oh yes, I know all about her.
Silence filled the air as Aemond stared at you, and you awaited his response. He walked out to join you, the tow of you beginning to make your way to dine with the Greens. Aemond kept his gaze straight ahead as you walked, and you felt a sense of satisfaction at his silence.
And so you asked again.
“Is she well?” You smiled looking to your side, all sickly sweet, like a soft honey bee with its stinger hidden away.
Aemond hummed, looking down at you as you continued, still not having answered.
The knight escorted the both of you down the halls and corridors. The doors to the dining hall were just up ahead as you rapidly approached them, your hands held together in front of you, and his behind his back.
As you stood in front of the entrance, watching the two guards lean forward to pull open the large wooden doors, Aemond shifted, leaning closer to you as he looked down into your eyes.
Your husband opened his mouth to speak, but paused before closing his mouth shut. The Prince straightened and looked ahead as the room was revealed to you.
No response then.
The knight announced you to the room as you walked up the small steps to the landing where the table lay. Aegon sat in the centre with his mother and Otto flanking each side. All dressed in green looking like an odd bunch of peas.
The Master of Whispers sat beside Alicent in robes of burgundy, watching you with hawk like eyes after your interaction. Lord Jasper Wylde sat opposite him, in pale green robes, whilst other small council members littered the table like cockroaches.
“Welcome back, brother.” Aegon smiled from the across the room, watching as the both of you came to the table.
Aemond pulled your chair out for you, as he always did, and you seated yourself in it softly, giving Aegon a small, yet polite smile. Alicent pursed her lips at you in a stiff greeting and Otto simply watched you. Your eyes flicked to Lord Jasper Wylde and you gave him a gentle smile.
Aegon’s brow creased, if not for only a moment, before a large smirk wound its way on his face.
When the servants laid out the supper for the evening, you had sat and waited patiently for Alicent to say her prayer to the room, thanking the Seven for the spread and the health of the King. You piled your plate high with steaming vegetables and meat, and sipped generously at a honeyed wine from Essos, and not the spiced wine from Dorne that you loved. It was sweet, but also tart on your tongue, a distinctly different wine to what you had grown accustomed to.
As you ate, conversation filled the room between the small council members and the Hightower's. You could sense however, that Aemond’s gaze was stiffly on his brother, who had not taken his eyes off of you.
“It was a beautiful day today, was it not, niece?” Aegon asked, one side of his mouth twitching as he spoke.
“It was, uncle. I took myself for a walk around the gardens and was fortunate enough to be accompanied by Lord Larys.” You answered honestly and politely, smiling at Lord Strong at the mention of his name.
“It must be a relief to have your Lord Husband back in the Keep. I cannot imagine how lonely it must get for a wife without their husband.”
Lonely.
Your eyes flicked to Jasper Wylde who would not meet your gaze, eyes down on his plate as he ate.
He had told Aegon.
“It does, uncle. There is only so many times I can read the same book, or walk the same path in the gardens, before the task becomes tedious. But thankfully, he has returned to me after so long away.”
Aegon sipped his wine as Alicent’s voice flitted across the table to you.
“Perhaps you would like a loom, so that you may embroider?” She inquired, hands clasped together on the table, head tilted.
“That would be welcomed, thank you. Although, I may not be very good at it. It was always more of a talent Princess Helaena had. I find my talents elsewhere.”
Aegon scoffed loudly into his cup and Aemond shifted beside you.
Conversation slowly moved around the table with the other guests and you let yourself settle back into your chair, listening for anything important. Any tones that grew quiet or hushed or stressed. Anything that could be of use.
But most of it, was not.
“I’m curious to know about these talents you spoke of. I am sure my brother has experienced such things. Does this mean we will have an heir soon?” Aegon questioned, grinning at Aemond.
You unreservedly pathetic, loathsome, waste of breath.
You grit your teeth, the sharp incisors sliding over each other in your mouth roughly, and forced a small smile on your face, fighting away a grimace that tried to replace it.
“Those talents, I unfortunately have no knowledge of, uncle. But, no,” You paused, “I had my blood, so there is no babe.”
Speak plainly and openly.
Appear to be complacent.
Aegon pouted and sighed, “The Realm needs a babe for the treaty." He announced loudly, drawing all into the conversation again, "Have you even been trying? Do you need me to instruct you?”
You smiled at him, and thought of all the ways you could tear his head from his shoulders.
“The Prince had taken to Harrenhal for many days. Aemond often warms the bed of the Strong bastard, Alys Rivers.” You took a pause and smiled at your uncle beside you, “But now, thank the Gods, he has finally returned.”
Aemond stiffened at your side, hands gripping his cutlery tightly. You reached a hand over to grasp one of his in your own, soothing his white knuckles with your thumb, smiling at him brightly.
“I go where my King commands me.” Aemond purred, hand dropping the utensil beneath his hand and grasping yours tightly, digging his fingers into your soft skin painfully.
You bit the inside of your cheek.
Alicent stared daggers at her son, and Ser Otto sat quietly watching you. Aegon laughed loudly into the room, looking at how his brothers eye twitched and avoided meeting your gaze.
“I envy you, brother. You seem to have been wed to Visenya reborn.”
“Then that would make Aemond, Aegon the First reborn.” You replied, and watched as Aegon’s smirk dropped from his face with triumph.
You could never measure up to Aegon the Conqueror, you half-witted swine.
Aemond’s harsh grip on your hand loosened at the comment.
Otto steered the conversation away from you and your uncle, and you sat with you hand in his until the dinner was over. Aemond stood, assisting you to stand, and excused you both from the table with a curt parting glance and a stiff bow of his head.
You had thanked Aegon for the meal, and smiled at him and the other Green council members before leaving the dining hall with your husband.
The walk was quiet, and once you had entered your chambers, Aemond began to pace the room. Each step he took, his boots clacked against the stone floors loudly, hands behind his back as his lips were pulled into a sneer.
“Your childishness knows no bounds.” Aemond growled, back faced away from you and towards the window.
“My childishness?”
Aemond spun on his heel looking at you, “You dare to bring her up whilst we dine? Before all the Lords?”
You tilted your head and looked at him, “The Lords already knew. I was the only one it seemed, in the entirety of Kings Landing, who was not privy to my husbands whoring.”
“Whoring?” Aemond sneered, taking a step closer, “And what of your little walk with Lord Wylde?”
Fuck.
Thinking on your toes, you scoffed loudly, “You must think me stupid to approach a man who is known as 'Ironrod' to the small folk for his refusal to bend to any man. A Lord dedicated to law, who will not budge, and has openly ridiculed my mother? Do you think that man such as him,” You narrowed your gaze, “Would even look at me for one moment? Do you think a man like Lord Jasper Wylde would even fall for such an attempt?”
You had hoped he would.
All men are the same.
They think with their cock.
Aemond crowded your space, his chest brushing against yours as he looked down at you.
“You know nothing of men.” He growled.
“I know plenty.” You countered, looking up at him, staring into his violet eye.
“You know nothing.” The One-Eyed Prince snapped, breath fanning over your face.
You sighed, stepping back and away from him, “I know that you fly to Harrenhal and bed a bastard named Alys Rivers. I know she is of House Strong. I know that she is called a witch, and I know that you love her.” You turn away from Aemond, his lips twitching as you spin on your heel, “I know that your words are hollow, for you have cursed my brothers as Strong bastards and waged a war on them, and yet, you bed one of your own.”
You stood in front of the fire, looking at the flames as they licked at the wood within, the bark peeling away from the heat only to be devoured by the orange and yellow teeth of the fire. The flames flickered for a moment, swaying as though disturbed by a breeze.
When you turned, Aemond was behind you, his large hand coming to snatch your throat tightly, ripping the air from your lungs.
Your hands flew up to grasp his wrist as he sneered down at you.
“You know nothing of her. Do not presume to speak freely.” He growled, face shadowed by the light of the fire, accentuating the sharpness of his features.
You wheezed, hands still gripping him, and yet you did not feel frightened.
“Even if she has your child, it will never be an heir. It will always be a bastard.” You gasped, staring him in the eye.
Aemond’s mouth pulled taunt and his hand squeezed your throat harder, body looming over yours as the fire crackled loudly beside you.
“And yet Aegon could legitimise them both, if I asked.” His sneer pulled upwards into a smirk, fingers twitching around your throat.
“And yet you and I would both know the truth.”
Aemond’d grip yanked you towards him, his nose brushing yours as he grunted, eye searching your face before he shoved you backwards, your hand coming to your chest as you breathed in deeply, coughs clawing their way up your throat.
“If you are free to bed her," You wheezed, watching at how he reacted to your words, "Then I shall find someone to warm my bed elsewhere.” You smiled widely, voice hoarse from his grip.
His single eye flickered, and you saw his hand twitch, “Or perhaps I will fuck Aegon. He seems to show interest in warming our bed.”
There was a shift.
The air in the room seemed to chill, and a shiver rolled down your back.
Aemond’s face morphed into something you had never witnessed before.
You had grown accustomed to seeing his rage and fury often, his bitter anger and spite, but this? This was something new. Like any lingering presence of the man you had known, or even the man you had witnessed just a moments pass, was gone, and in his place something dangerous and unforgiving.
“Tread carefully.” He whispered, barely restraining the pure rage within him.
The mere mention of Aegon stirred this response.
You pressed on, testing the waters.
“What do you expect me to do whilst you are gone and the King lingers around these chambers? If he commands it, he is King. I cannot refuse him. And he has made it clear to me that he wishes to teach me things that you could not.”
“Aegon is a little boy, dressed as a man who we are all forced to call King. His word holds no power over me.” Aemond sneered, animosity pouring out of him as he looked at you.
“And yet you do his bidding, and go where he commands you, like a dog.”
The slap sounded into the room before you felt it. Your cheek stung and your eyes began to water, head turned towards the fire. Your hair curtained over your face as the pain began to bloom across your cheek.
A little boy he's forced to call King.
'His word holds no power over me.'
You let a shaky hand move to touch the heat that rippled along your face before you looked back at Aemond, whose chest rose and fell, fist at his side curling and unfurling.
Stepping towards him, you took a deep breath, “Do it again if it will make you feel better.”
You watched as Aemond’s brow furrowed, confusion and anger dancing around each other as he watched you.
“It makes no difference to me. I expect your cruelty. This is what I know. I know you." You breathed and watched him as you dropped your hand, revealing your red cheek to the room.
"You have raped, and defiled me.” You took another step closer, watching as his breaths evened out, “Beat, and choked me. You have scarred me and haunted my dreams far longer than any folklore or tale. I anticipate every blow, every curse, every drop of blood taken from my body, because that is the man that you are.”
Aemond stiffened with every word, looking down at you as you came closer.
“You have called Aegon a monster, and yet he has shown me more mercy than you.” You smiled sadly up at the man.
“I do not fault you for taking Alys as your lover. Anyone in a loveless marriage such as this would do the same. And that is the only mercy you have given me. Each day that you are gone from the Keep, and leave to warm her bed, I am given a reprieve from your cruelty and having to look upon your face.”
Aemond’s gaze darkened as he let you continue, “Don’t mistaken me, uncle. You are a handsome man, an image of a true Targaryen.”
You let yourself look over his body. He was tall and lean, with a sharp face. His hair was soft and shining, silver locks pulled back away from his neck. Aemond's plump lips were pulled into a stiff line, and his purple eye was locked on yours.
His robes fit him perfectly, tailored to perfection, and the way he held himself tall and strong, added to the allure of the man known as Aemond Targaryen.
Aemond was handsome, there was no denying that.
You would not lie to yourself about a trivial thing such as appearance. For anyone with half decent taste could see that he was a very attractive Prince. Even if he was the most limaceous, despicable, and horrifying man you had ever come across.
“The loss of your eye has weighed very little on your looks, and if you were anyone else, I would have thought myself lucky. But you are not anyone else, and it is not the scar that makes you so hideous.”
You let your hand move to cup the side of his face, watching as he flinched at the movement, brows furrowing deeper on his face. His cheek was warm against your hand, heat radiating into your palm as you felt the subtle stubble of his jaw.
Your thumb rubbed against his jaw. In thought. In questioning of your next words. In a form of comfort to both yourself and him. Aemond’s gaze dropped to your lips, eye half lidded as he leant into your touch.
“It is not your eye, kepus. It’s the person you are within.” You whispered, all soft and cooing, but words sharper than a blade.
Aemond’s eye flicked back to you, blinking, lip twitching as he watched you. You moved to take your hand away from his face, his gaze piercing through you.
Aemond's large hand shot up, and grasped your wrist, holding your hand against him.
Holding your palm against his cheek.
His grip was unyielding, and his fingers twitched around your wrist in thought, tightening to a bruising and crushing vice, to simply holding your arm in his hand.
“You will come to love me. Just as I love you.” Aemond whispered, grip tightening around your wrist painfully.
“When the sun rises in the west, and sets in the east. When the rivers and oceans run dry. When the tree hold no leaves, and the sky holds no colour. That is when I will love you.” You breathed.
“And yet you did once. And you do still. You just refuse to see it.”
“You refuse to see reason.” You pulled your hand from his grip, feeling the warmth of the fire beside you, “You are disillusioned by time and war.”
“You are disillusioned by your own fears. You refuse to see it. To see that we are meant to burn together. That a great fall would tie two threads. Fated by the Gods.”
You took a step back away from him.
What?
“Lanta hen keskydoso,” Two of the same, "Vējes ondoso se Jaes.” Fated by the Gods.
You shook your head as Aemond spoke, stepping forward to grasp both of your hands, pulling them towards him to press against his chest.
“You must see. She must have told you. Surely she spoke of it to you.” He whispered.
“Who?”
“Helaena.”
Helaena?
“Lanta rōvēgrie zaldrīzes perzyssy, hēnkirī hae mēre.” Two great dragon flames, together as one.
One hand left yours as you looked up at him, blood running cold. His hand moved to the back of your head, long fingers tangling themselves in the hair at the nape of your neck. He pulled you closer, looking down at you hungrily as his pupil expanded, swallowing the violet of his eye.
Air caught in your throat as his nose brushed against yours, his breath fanning over your lips as he watched you.
“Spool hen Kasta, spool hen Zōbrie.” Spool of Green, spool of Black.
Spool of Green, Spool of Black.
Spool of Green, Spool of Black.
“Syt iksan aōha spool hen Kasta, Se ao ñuha spool hen Zōbrie.” For I am your spool of Green, and you my spool of Black, Aemond murmured, lips brushing gently against yours as he spoke.
Hand turns loom.
Green to Black.
Green to Black.
Green to-
“Iā rōvēgrie ropagon naejot letagon lanta hubon. Vējes naejot zālagon hēnkirī.”
A great fall to tie two threads.
Fated to burn together.
Aemond’s lips crashed into yours, teeth clashing roughly into your own as he wrenched you close to him, one hand tangled in your hair, the other wrapping itself around your waist, pulling you flush against him.
It was all teeth and tongue, suffocating and rough. Where you would try to come up for air, or wriggle from his grip, Aemond would double his strength and hold you against him with no likelihood of escape.
A great fall.
A great fall.
All you could think about was falling, whilst Aemond’s hand pulled you under.
His fingers pulled at the laces of your dress, roughly ripping them open from behind as you were forced to bend to his will. Aemond ripped the front of your gown and chemise down, breasts spilling out of their confines.
You yelped into his mouth as his hands pinched your breasts meanly, fingers twisting the stiffened peak between his thumb and forefinger.
Aemond moved you backwards until your legs hit the back of the chemise, your body almost toppling over the back of it. You pushed back into the kiss, nipping at his lip harshly as he continued to undress you, gown pooled at your feet.
He pulled back to look at you, his eye wild and hair messed. His lips were swollen and red, and the tiniest hint of blood rose from his bottom lip where you had nipped it.
“Gevie.” Beautiful, He cooed, looking you up and down as you shivered under his gaze.
Aemond stepped close, hand gripping your chin, pulling your face up to look at him. He brought his head down towards you and whispered.
“Mine.”
Your front was pushed up against the back of the chaise as Aemond spun you around roughly, your hands coming to grip the dark wood beneath you tightly for balance. You breathed in shakily, trying to steady your breaths as Aemond loomed behind you.
“Alys has seen it too.” He whispered, hand trailing down your back, causing goosebumps to rise in its wake.
“Blood will be spilt to seed the garden, and set the future sway.” His fingers curled beneath the crease of your ass, tickling the skin as he pushed you forward with the other hand, bending you deeper over the back of the chaise.
“Ravens will whisper the words of a burning star, a crown forged of blood.” He continued, fingers trailing up the back of your thigh, fingers scratching short nails against the skin as they made their way towards your centre.
“And from her blood, the Prince that was promised. Five years to come, his song of ice and fire.”
Two long fingers swiped through your folds, caressing your bud as they moved back down toward your hole, forcing their way in. You gasped at the intrusion of his hand as he pushed down on the front of your walls with two skilled fingers.
Your fingers gripped the wood tightly as you breathed heavily through your nose, desperate to calm yourself as he began to slowly drag his fingers in and out of your heat, rubbing against the soft spongey spot within you.
“Our heir will be the prince that was promised. Our son will be what Aegon the First prophesied.” He purred, speeding up his movements with his hand.
“I will fuck heirs into you, and you will give me the Prince that was promised.”
You whimpered as he became rougher, the sounds of his leather breeches being untied behind you. Aemond’s thumb rubbed against your clit as he continued to fuck his fingers inside of you, wetness begin to drip down his hand. You moaned at the sudden combined pleasure.
“Each time you deny me, you deny his word.” His hand became rougher, “Each time you bite at me, you desecrate his vision.”
Your head spun as the coil within you tightened faster and faster, his knuckles beating bruisingly against the soft flesh of your thighs.
“And each time you refuse to see it, you delay the prophecy from coming to fruition.” He growled, thumb pressing against your pearl sharply, and suddenly your peak was ripped from you painfully and viciously, back curled as you tried to pull your hips away from his fingers that never slowed their motions.
Aemond continued to fuck his hand into you through your release, sobs and gasps spilling from your lips until he finally pulled his digits from your core, your walls clenching and spasming around nothing.
He wiped the wetness along your inner thighs, trails of your slick coating them. Your body hummed from the abrupt orgasm, and your mind was hazed as you tried to wade through the thick sludge to think clearly.
From her blood the Prince that was promised?
The heat of Aemond’s body behind you disappeared, and you slowly pushed yourself up to stop leaning over the back of the lounge, turning your head to see where he had gone to.
Where was he?
Two large hands grasped at your cheeks and parted them, a tongue swiping from your pearl, all the way to your puckered hole.
You cried out and fell forward, hands losing their grip of the wood as Aemond began to seek out the release that leaked from within you with his tongue. His nose buried into your flesh as he lapped at your hole, tongue pushing inside to drink your essence.
Pleasure rippled through your body as you whimpered, a hand flying back to try and push him away from you, body jerking from overstimulation. Your hand dug into his hair pulling the soft locks. You felt Aemond groan into your cunt, vibrations shooting up through your body.
“I have missed this cunny.” He moaned.
"Your legs buckled slightly, fingers gripping his hair tighter, pulling him closer to your heat.
Aemond groaned happily into your folds, licking and suckling at your slick, tongue teasing your bud as his hands dug into your ass with a bruising grip. You felt pleasure mounting within you quickly and rapidly. The front of your hips digging painfully into the front of the chaise as you tried to pull away from his mouth, his lips latching around your bud as he sucked on it.
“Going to fill you with my seed.” He growled, pulling away from your core as your legs shook, eyes unfocused as you stared at the fire.
Your heart pounded in your chest as you let him continued to lick, and nibble at your folds, the tide mounting higher and higher within, until he latched his teeth upon your bud and sucked it sharply into his mouth.
You came undone with a wail. Blinding white behind your eyes as hot pleasure flooded through you, the force of the second peak causing you to slump against the back of the chaise.
Aemond rose behind you, placing wet kisses on the backs of your thighs, the curve of your ass, and a single kiss for each and every vertebrae he passed, until he pressed himself up against your back.
The thick head of Aemond’s cock brushed through your folds and you shuddered, overstimulation and exhausting pouring out of you. He rubbed the tip of his cock through your slick folds, humming as he moved down to your entrance, slowly sliding inside.
Aemond pushed himself to the hilt, your walls stratching to accomodate him, the head of his cock pushing up against your cervix. Your fingers curled into your palms as you held back a cry of pain and pleasure.
A large hand gripped the back of your neck, whilst the other slid itself around to grip your hip. He groaned as he seated himself inside of you, feeling your warm, wet walls gripping him tightly as he stilled within. You could feel his hot breath, fanning onto your neck at your ear as he bent over you.
Slowly, he pulled himself out, inch by inch, letting his shaft drag through your tender walls, veins rubbing against you deliciously as you fought to keep your moan in.
The tip stretched your entrance as it began to pull out, before Aemond slowly plunged back inside of you. Feeling your core clench around him as he hummed.
"Sīr ȳrda.” So tight, He moaned, hands gripping your neck and hip tightly, fingers digging into your tender flesh.
He began a steady pace, slowly pushing into your heat and pulling back out, almost as if he was teasing himself, working himself up to a frenzy as he relished in the feeling of your velvety walls.
Each thrust pushed your hips fighter into the chaise as his pelvis came flush against your backside, pushing himself as deep as he could go. It caused a pleasurable stretch as he opened you up for himself slowly.
“Bisa orvorta iksis ñuhon.” This cunt is mine.
Aemond’s pace began to quicken, the force building, your body being pushed into the hard oak of the chaise, its legs jolting against the stone floor as he rutted against you.
Pleasure began to bubble up within you again, it’s tendrils spreading through your body as it wrapped itself around each and every nerve ending within your body.
“The gods made you for me. They made you so perfect for my cock. So perfect. I'm going to fuck an heir into you.” He grunted thrusting into you with earnest, rapidly becoming more savage as he sought out his own pleasure.
“Going to fuck my seed into you and watch you swell with it.”
You moaned into the chambers, pleasure rising inside of you, mind lost to the world around you as you steadily moved towards your third release.
You wanted to let go. You needed it.
You were owed it.
And if it came from Aemond, so be it.
The echoes of his thrusts filled the room, the wet slapping of skin meeting skin, his breaths and grunts, and your tiny whimpers and mewls, surrounded you as he fucked you harder. The hand on your neck pulled you up flush against him, his arm moving to wrap itself under your chest, holding you to his chest.
“No one will have you. No one will touch you.” Aemond growled, “You’re mine. Mine. Always been mine, my zaldristos.” He purred, his thrusts pushing air out of your lungs as you limply leant into his chest.
“I’ll kill them. I’ll kill anyone who has you. Anyone who touches you. Iksā ñuhon.” You’re mine.
“Please.” You whimpered in his arms, peak rapidly rising as he continued to fuck into your wet heat, slick coating your thighs.
Aemond’s lips came to the juncture where your neck and throat met, a place where you had once stabbed him, and pressed his lips against you, sucking the skin harshly. His hand left your hip to come to your front, and skilled fingers dived between your folds to rub needy circles on your pearl in tandem with his thrusts.
Bursting hot pleasure rippled through you as he brought you closer, your mouth parting and an airy moan flitting through.
“Fuck.” He groaned, feeling you tighten around him, his fingers speeding up their movements as he continued to fuck you harder, almost pulling you from the floor with each thrust.
The knight outside your door could no doubt hear the sounds of your rutting. His grunts and your moans filled the space, and with every slap of his hips into your wet and wanting core, a high pitched whine would peal fourth from your lips.
Not even the thick oak doors could hide the sounds of such carnal pleasure.
“Iksā… sīr gevie.” You’re so beautiful, He grunted, pace becoming sloppy as his fingers raced to bring you to your peak.
His lips pressed to your ear as he nipped the lobe before whispering, all breathy and wanting.
All commanding and giving.
All at once.
“Come for me.”
The coil within you snapped.
You felt like you were floating.
Your body had no weight to it as you soared high into your third release, long moan falling from your mouth as you leant back into Aemond behind you, feeling his pace begin to falter as he felt your cunt gripping him tightly.
“Fuck.” You whimpered as he continued his pace, his thick cock jabbing sharply into your sensitive spot within, the head brushing it over and over, as you felt yourself soar higher into the pleasure.
It kept mounting and mounting, and you felt yourself hold your breath as a new, unfamiliar pleasure erupted within.
“Thats it, good girl.” Aemond purred, feeling your wetness burst forth from within, coating your thighs and dripping to the floor.
You cried out, feeling almost dizzy as your walls continued to squeeze around his length. Your release leaking from your body, pooling onto the stones below.
“Fuck.”
Aemond pressed his lips into the junction of your neck again, grunting as he pushed himself to the hilt within you, teeth scraping over your skin as he bit down roughly, drawing a loud pained gasp from you as he came undone.
Thick hot ropes of his spend coated your walls, filling you deeply as your head slumped back against his shoulder, his arms being the only thing holding you up from sliding down to the floor. You breathed heavily, fatigue hitting you as you felt Aemond’s cock throb inside you.
Your mind was gone as you stayed in his grip, the ebbs of your own pleasure still lingering. You were hot, and sticky, wet and tired, and Aemond kept you upright on his cock as he came down from his own peak.
Lips pressed against where teeth had been, a comforting gesture meant to soothe the aching flesh. Aemond shifted back, and you felt his cock begin to slide free from your core. You whimpered at the overwhelming sensation until you felt him pull out completely, his arms still holding you up. He breathed heavily behind you, catching his breath as he held you.
His sticky seed began to drip from your folds, sliding down your inner thighs as you stood in his grip. Your eyes became heavy, and your knees shook.
A kiss was pressed to the side of your head, and the world suddenly tilted.
Aemond lifted you from the floor, hand under your knees, and arm wrapped around your shoulders to hold you close to him as he steadily began to walk towards the bed. His chest radiated heat onto your body as he held you close.
You were so tired, you could barely keep your eyes open, letting the man gently place you down onto your side of the bed. Your eyes shut, the vision of Aemond moving away from you to the side of the room, replaced with the comfort of darkness.
The bed dipped and warmth settled beside you as you let your breath even and the dregs of sleep begin to pull you under. A gentle hand brushed a stray strand of hair away from your face, before trailing down the rest of your body. You felt Aemond’s heated gaze and cracked open an eye to look at him.
He was watching you intently, brow covered in sweat, shirt and pants finally removed.
Bare to the world, just as you were.
His silver locks were tousled and messed, completely down and pushed back behind his shoulders. You let your eye gaze to where the scar was on his shoulder, your own flesh aching in its spot.
“Even Hell Cats would fear you.” He murmured, hand trailing down your body as his gaze moved to between your thighs.
You shifted, feeling exposed.
Two fingers trailed down over your mound and you moved to wriggle out of his reach.
“Keligon.” Stop.
You stopped.
His fingers dipped between your folds and you jerked, you were far too sensitive and overstimulated for anymore, but his fingers kept travelling down to your soaked entrance.
With two fingers, Aemond scooped up his seed which had begun to leak from within you, pushing it back inside of you with great care. Your back arched off of the bed as he kept his fingers inside of you.
“Don’t want to waste it.” He purred, keeping his fingers inside you, plugging you full of his seed.
You whimpered and shifted as they sat inside of you, until he pulled them up, fingers coming straight to his lips as he licked your combined releases from his fingers. Aemond hummed as he watched you, wrapping his tongue around each digit as a blush rose on your cheeks.
Your core clenched around nothing and you felt a breathy whimper escape you.
It was all involuntary, you told yourself.
It was all a reaction to what he gave you.
Once licked clean, Aemond’s tongue wet his lips before he leant forward towards you, pressing a chaste kiss to one of your eyes. You closed them out of instinct and felt your uncle pull the blankets up and around you, tugging you against his body. You could feel his softened member between your thighs begin to harden again, but he made no move to act on it.
Instead, Aemond pressed another kiss to your shoulder and mumbled beneath his breath. You were so tired, and his body was so warm, a strange comfort you learnt, that your lids stayed shut, and eventually the comforts of sleep pulled you into its depths.
And from her blood, the Prince that was promised.
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omg can you please write a sequel/ part 2 to that supercorp fic you just posted where Lena finds out Kara is supergirl?!? It was so great but now I'm stressing that Lena doesn't react well. Only if you've got time of course :) also I love how you write supercorp in general, it's amazing and feels so on point
i have a fever & im hacking up a lung: this is, in my humble opinion, the time when my writing ability rly soars. rly comes into its strengths. rly just,,, fucjin rocks. enjoy, ur welcome :))/
kara has been waiting, and hoping - and stress eating her way through the kids menu - and more hoping, beyond the normal bounds of hope, that lena will turn up for the dinner date they’d set up before… before all that “i’m an alien blah blah specifically supergirl blah blah blah” stuff.
kara shoves her hand into her bowl of fries, pats around to find one as she checks the long row of windows and the two doors for any sign of lena. her face falls when all she encounters is the cool ceramic feeling of betrayal. and no lena.
she flags down a waiter.
“can i get another of the fries, please?”
he looks at her like he knows she’s already eaten her way through six of them. or maybe like he knows she’s been stood up. it makes her feel worse - slump back in her chair and try to keep from feeling like her heart is being crushed kind of worse - and he nods hurriedly and scurries away into the kitchen.
she pulls out her phone, taps on the second contact, aaalex.
>if after three hours someone hasn’t shown up to a dinner….
>u got stood up>or they’re dead
kara rolls her eyes. then has a minor panic because, well, lena is kind of a magnet for attempted murder. she strains her ears to listen for lena but it’s futile this close to the ground, this close to so many people.
>kara >lenas fine>dont break the restaurant or ur phone
kara blinks down at her phone.
>have you been playing with the telepath drugs
>no lol i learned my lesson. i just figured she’s the only one u have been going on dates with so…
kara glares down at her phone, taps the CALL button with furious precision.
“we aren’t dating, alex. they’re friend dates. dates between friends.”
“mhm.”
“and also i have been on plenty of dates lately!”
“sure,” alex allows, but kara suspects she’s only half listening.
“they’re not dates,” she mutters. “but she did stand me up.”
“yeah i know. you put your "date between friends” in my calendar so i was kind of surprised when she marched herself into my office tonight. she signed everything.“ alex waits for a moment. kara says nothing, just stubbornly munches through the fries the waiter puts in front of her. she’s relieved to hear lena is actually okay, and that she signed, but it’s all overshadowed by the fact that lena isn’t here, with her, eating something kara can’t pronounce and gushing about the science she’s been working on and the way she smiles when kara orders seconds and tries to pay and alex is talking again. "not sure what kind of damage control thats worth, if any. i mean, she’s a luthor. but i told j'onn not to even think about wiping her. or, i thought it really loudly.”
kara sighs.
“as is my right as a big sister, i get to tell you you’re an idiot,” alex says, far more mildly than kara expected. or deserved, really. “so what the hell happened? i thought we’d at least talk about it before you told her.”
“it wasn’t something i could deny. maybe i could’ve,” kara mutters, “if it weren’t for my too expressive face.”
“the too expressive face,” alex agrees unhappily. “you got us in a lot of trouble with that.”
kara rolls her eyes. “sorry twelve years late?” she offers and alex hums her thanks. “plus m'gann said hi. like she knew me, you know? she didn’t know someone was with me, it’s not her fault, but yeah. lena knew. i could see it. and then we were at her place and i realised she just knew i was an al- a foreigner,” she corrects, looking around the mostly empty restaurant, “and not supergirl,”
“hold up. she let you into her place knowing you’re an alien?”
“yeah.”
“huh, okay.”
“what?”
“no, nothing. let me guess, you told her.”
“dramatic reveal and all.”
“and this was…”
“last night.” kara checks her watch, lifts her hand to get the bill. she grimaces when she sees how expensive it is to eat her way through her feelings. but hey, if she’s going all out, what’s a little more? “can i get two of your pizzas takeaway and also four brownies? please.”
the waiter looks ill at the request but kara is too upset to care that she’s eaten way too much tonight. by human standards. she could still eat.
“alex, you still there?”
“yup.”
“are you free tonight?”
“nope.” she pops the ‘p’ with some relish. “day off tomorrow, maggie and i are taking our bikes down the coast, remember?”
“right, right.” kara hands over her card to the waiter, signs the bill he brings over. “what do i do?”
“about lena?”
“no, about the state of affairs in, ugh i can’t be bothered,” she mutters. “yes, about lena.”
“um. well, she hasn’t tried to kill you yet so…talk to her?” kara hears her step out into an echoing room - the parking lot, she guesses, and alex’s car beeps. “hold on, i’ll switch you to my hands free,”
“no, no, it’s okay. drive safe and have fun tomorrow.”
“we will. and i love you.”
“love you too.”
//
“hi, jess.”
“kara!” jess smiles over at her. “late night for everyone, hmm?”
“yeah, what are you doing here? it’s midnight, you should be home.”
“i’m just finishing up some work, i have the week off from tomorrow,” she explains. “do you want to see miss luthor?”
her phone buzzes on the side and jess glances up at kara after reading the message.
“let me guess, she’s not in.” jess gives her an awkward smile and kara closes her eyes, nods. “of course,” she says quietly. “okay, well,” she swallows around the thick feeling of tears and sets the brownies on the counter. “um. these are for her. or you. have a good night bye have a fun week,” she says very quickly and almost runs back to the elevator.
it dings open in seconds and kara rushes in, leans back against the wall of it. she holds herself together as much as she can, can’t really help sniffling but she can excuse that on a cold. she stares over at the shut box doors of the elevator and knows the second she gets home she’s going flying.
//
she wonders if she still has her aunts suit. she doesn’t feel like reds and blues tonight, wants to fly without the expectation that comes with her suit.
//
the suit, alex tells her, was quarantined.
kara shoves herself into some old jeans and a deep blue sweater and jumps into the sky. when she’s higher than the tallest building, she rolls onto her back and floats, staring up at the sky.
winn is still in the DEO headquarters. she doesn’t fly down, but she hears him typing away and watching some show on his second monitor. he’s been working late a lot lately. she doesn’t know if something is wrong or if it’s more guardian business but she misses him. she’d text him an invite, or ask him about a game night, only she left her phone at home.
james is on the phone to lucy when she flies overhead and they’re over but he still sounds adoring when he speaks to her, and happy.
alex is - doing things no sister needs to hear.
“kara.”
lena’s voice is small and kara jerks, almost rolls into the path of a bat, before she detects the slight slight whine of a voicemail.
“i know it’s late, you’re probably asleep, i just wanted to talk and,”
kara lands with a slight thump on lena’s office balcony and lena turns. the slight stutter of her heart comes not when she sees kara’s face, but her body. or, clothes.
“kara.”
she ends her voicemail, steps over to unlock the door.
“hi. i wasn’t - i was flying, i heard you.”
“oh.” lena’s fingers twitch. she folds her arms. “i signed everything.”
“yeah. alex told me.”
“i apologise for missing dinner.”
kara takes a step back, shakes her head. lena looks nervous the moment she frowns and it rips at kara. she takes another step back.
“you didn’t miss it. you stood me up.” lena doesn’t say anything. “why - what does it change?” she asks. “how am i different?” she tries to keep the frustration from her voice but whatever, she’s upset that her best friend is all wonky over this, fight her about it.
“you’re supergirl.”
“yeah.”
“i’m,”
“if you say a luthor i’m going to scream,” kara tells her, and lena’s teeth click closed around that exact phrase. “i’ve been telling you for months that i don’t care about that.”
“that’s from before i knew,”
“but i knew!” kara cries. “i knew, and i meant it, and i still mean it, and i just want,” she stutters to a stop, lifts a hand to her eyes. she’s not wearing her glasses so she just covers them with a hand and slowly drags it away when she’s contained again. “i’m sorry i didn’t tell you. i didn’t want things to change. i didn’t,” the reason, or a reason, occurs to her and she sags a little. it’s selfish but lena deserves to know. “i didn’t want you to leave me,” she tells her, in a small voice.
lena has been very quiet and still as kara spoke and now she nods. “i am sorry about tonight. sometimes, i do things like that. when someone’s upset me.” she rolls her eyes delicately. “i’ve been told it’s a defence. throw someone off balance so i feel we’re on equal terms again.” her eyes are dark, cool. “i didn’t know. that you were an alien. i keep thinking and thinking, and i keep picking out all these instances and i just,” she shakes her head. “i can’t believe i didn’t know. i don’t like that i didn’t know.”
“i’m sorry.”
lena nods. “i can’t promise everything will be as it was before.”
kara nods as well. things - this, them - have changed and nothing goes back to how it was before a shift like that. as much as something might look the same, it never is.
“but i can tell you that in a month, there is a restaurant opening. i have four tickets, i would like for you to take one.” kara blinks at her. lena doesn’t smile but she does soften, a little. “i can’t tell how this is going to go, which is freaking me out a little and in a week i’m sure i’m gong to do something drastic,” she says with an edge of warning.
“i’ll be ready,” kara promises.
“good. all i can really say is that i will still want you to be around in a months time.” kara feels herself light up at the words. they’re not 'i’m not leaving you’ or 'i’m not sending you away’ but they’re pretty damn close. “and i don’t know how i feel about this, i don’t know when I’ll figure it out, but i already miss my friend kara.” kara nods her agreement. she can feel a lena sized hole opening up inside her the longer lena speaks, making herself clear that there is going to be a distance, a time for them to figure this out. she’s sure it’ll be a good thing; she’s equally sure it’ll hurt like hell.
“tomorrow is too soon to hang out, right?” kara checks. “it’s just, alex is away and winn is busy and,” she holds up her hands, shakes her head. “no, nevermind, too soon.”
it grows a little awkward - lena thanks her for the brownies, declines when kara offers to fly her home.
but the next morning, kara opens her front door to lena’s driver, a box of cookies and a small pot of yellow flowers and a note with just a short message.
'our lives are filled with tomorrow’s. this one isn’t ours, but perhaps the next one will be. enjoy your day x’
kara tucks it between the photo frame on her bedside table and the lamp and brings the flower pot with her to the couch. she sets up her next season and pulls the pot into her lap, wraps an arm around it. she pats the pot fondly, sends a photo of herself with it to lena, and settles in.
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Well that puts a fly in her soup pretty quickly. Not only does each of those options suck, but she has no idea what any of those things are - except for the goat heart, but that could prove difficult considering she can't really harm animals either without Thursday's permission.
She frowns and says, "Well! I'm glad you told me all this now. But that sucks! Should have known it wouldn't be so easy. Ugh." She stomps around for a few seconds, kicking at the carpet and thinking. "I definitely don't want any of my souls damaged. So doing this without the extra things is out of the question. They've been through enough, you know? They don't need to be- to go through what they escaped from in the first place."
Doom, being the type of ghost that she is, of course has been through the experience of having her soul dissolved. It was the most painful, horrific thing she's ever experienced and she wouldn't wish it on her worst enemy. Well... maybe her worst enemy, but that would be it. Her other 1,019 souls don't deserve it. And she doesn't know if 'dissipating' is the same as 'dissolving' or not but she'd rather not find out.
Being unable to hurt anyone close to Thursday, well... that's out. One of the people Thursday is very close to just so happens to be one of the people whose ass Doom wants to kick the most. If she can't beat the shit out of him, then what's the point?
Onto the next option. Pain. Phantom pains. What exactly is meant by that? How bad will that "phantom" pain be? She hasn't felt pain since... well, she can't remember how long it's been. Point is, she's pretty much forgotten what pain feels like, although... feeling pain would make her feel alive again. And it'll only happen when she hurts someone? Hmm...
Now, having every single one of her souls relive every moment of their life in an instant, twice. And feel everything along with it. On the surface that seems like the most tolerable of her options her. But one look beneath that reveals that it's probably the worst. Doom herself has experienced an extraordinary amount of anguish in her life. All of her other souls have experienced very much the same, with some variations. She already suffers now with the burden of all of their thoughts, memories, and feelings. She's an utter fucking mess, which is what led her to asking Batt for help in the first place. How much worse off will she be if she decides to take it all in at once, twice over? She doesn't think she'll survive that.
She doesn't know what to do. She's desperate, but she doesn't know what to do. Her other souls are divided on the decision too. There's no harmony in their decisions and reasoning, leading to confusion for her as the host.
She suddenly stops pacing and puts her hands on the side of her face, clearly distressed as all of her other souls are debating. "I don't know. I don't know. I don't know what to do. I just want it to stop. I just want to be able to fight back! Why does that mean that I have to hurt more for it? So, what, everybody else gets to piss and shit all over me, but I'm not allowed to stand up for myself without having to piss and shit all over myself first?! What kind of utter fucking bullshit is that?!"
Furious, Doom picks up a filing cabinet and launches it through a wall. She then goes and sits down in a computer chair and puts her head down.
She wishes she still had the ability to cry.
Batt is a little bit surprised at the sudden burst of energy from who used to be Doom McGloom just 5 seconds ago. This isn't to say that she isn't happy about it, just that they're surprised at how quickly it happened.
Batt thinks about something while Doom is gone. What is it? It's the thought that they might need a couple extra materials. Not to say they're particularly difficult ones, minus a specific one if Doom wants to have the best chance at no side effects, but some more obscure ones. They'd have to ask Doom when she gets back.
Speak of the devil.
"Thinking about it a bit more, this is the base rudimentary stuff for soul unbinding. That is to say, casting with JUST this could very well dissipate one of your souls, which I very much don't want happening nor do I feel like being on your bad side. So, I'm gonna need a couple extra things, depending on how you want the end result to come out."
Batt counts a few things on her fingers, then turns to Doom.
"A violet on the cusp of withering will be a reversal of condition, where you can hurt anyone except those close to your living counterpart."
"A goat heart would probably be the most effective way, but you're gonna be feeling some.. phantom pains... sorry, it was low hanging fruit. You're gonna feel some real pain when you hurt somebody you couldn't before."
"A chunk of bismuth will completely split you two, but every soul will relive every moment of it's life in an instant before it works. Twice. All the feelings at once too, presumably. Which will all end up going back to you."
"Any way you end up going will end in your living counterpart knowing that the bond is split, and that I did it. So if you could have my back in making sure I don't get my ass kicked, that'd be wonderful."
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